Yeah, I'm fat. I weigh approximately 240 lbs. I am too tall, approximately 6ft. I am awkward around people. I have this serious case of diarrhea of the MOUTH and I say the weirdest things. I am masculine in my body type and I have small boobs. I have stretch marks and REALLY big feet. Basically I am a giant. tall AND wide. I am awkward and weird.
But...I am funny. I challenge other's thoughts, I am intelligent in my own way. I have the most insane ability to love and care, I am hopelessly obsessed with vampires. I am not afraid to say something outrageous if it will make someone laugh. I seriously will do Anything for people to laugh so hard that their stomachs ache. I have this weird way of making people happy when I want to. I LOVE to laugh so much, I snort when I laugh, and I just love life. I have a past, but who doesn't?
I have never had a boyfriend. I guess people are too shallow to look beyond my weird and large appearance. No one stays long enough to really get to know me. I am so confused as to why someone can't just like me. I mean...I don't think I am ugly...just awkward. My face is all that i like but, surely there is more to liking someone than just being attracted to them...I only wish that I could understand....why I am so repulsive and not desirable.
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